Ms. Bella

what up everyone im at myspace now so if you have one hit me up my email is loveunderstars21@yahoo.com. how is everyone doing I hope good. Im working at tcf bank and im officially single holler. well i hope everyone had a great christmas and a happy new year. I'll talk to you all later. polt out lol

Thank You For the Memories
by Keri

As I lay here beside you
Looking into your beautiful eyes
My aching heart breaks in two
For I know this is really good-bye

As the stars shine down from up above
Casting an illuminating glow,
You pull me even closer to you
And ask me- why I have to go

Before I have a chance to answer
Your soft lips press against mine
And all our emotions building up inside
Show through in that kiss, divine

You softly whisper that you love me
And a tear slips down my cheek
I love you with all my heart and soul
More than words could ever speak

As we kiss with intense emotions
To you, my soul tries to convey
The many things that are on my mind
All my heart is wanting to say...

"Thank you for coloring my world
Your smile always brightened my day
You are my ray of sunshine
Whenever my skies are gray"

"Thank you for your friendship
Which gave our love a base
A foundation that we built upon
Leaving us memories no distance can erase"

"I'll never forget our phone calls
That lasted late into the night
No matter how the day had gone
Just hearing your voice made everything right"

"We could tell each other anything
There are so many secrets between just us two
You opened up your heart to me
And I opened mine to you"

"Thank you for all the stolen glances
And conversations with just our eyes
That let me look into your soul
And always made my spirit rise"

"Thank you for the tears we shared
When suddenly things went wrong
We've been through SO much together
And I've loved you all along"

"Our problems brought us closer together
Something I thought was impossible to do
And it was then I realized
How much our love was true"

"Thank you for all the hugs and kisses
That let me know how much you care
When words could not say how you felt
I knew that you would always be there"

"Thank you for all our special moments
Loving looks, kisses, and intimacy
Our times together, I'll always treasure
My endless love you'll always be"

"Thank you for all the passion
You take my breath away
I'll miss all your sweet caresses
In your arms is where I want to stay"

Thank you for all the romance
You always knew how to melt my heart
I'll never forget my life with you
Even when we're miles apart"

"Thank you for your love
And for teaching me how to love too
There will always be a special place in my heart
A place where I'll always love you"

"But now I am forced to move away
Leaving you and my heart behind
I'll eventually HAVE to let go to move on
But I know you will always be on my mind"

"It will be so hard for me to let go
I'll never forget the times we've shared
You mean more to me than life itself
No one else will ever compare"

"But if I ever fall in love again
(A thought I cannot comprehend)
I will still love you, but in a different way
For you will always be my best friend"

"I hope you know how much you've meant to me
And how much you always will
As the time comes to go, there's a void in my heart
An emptiness that no one can ever fill."

The clock strikes midnight
It's time for this two year fairy tale to end
We hold each other close and kiss a final kiss
And whisper, "We'll always be best friends"

There's one more thing I must say
As tears now flow with ease
I'll never forget you, my first true love,
Thank you for the memories...

long day at work!!! I start my 2nd job at tcf bank on monday. 6 days of training. YuK!! on a lighter note.me and ry are doin good and i've been hangingout with my hero alot. TERESE. LOL (TURTLE TURTLE) well I hope everyone is doin good. I went to the gavin degraw concert i didnt like howie day though. well ne how i miss seeing everyone call me!! love polt

You need a friend
I'll be around
Don't let this end
Before I see you again
What can I say to convince you
To change your mind of me?
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
Look in my eyes, what do you see?
Not just the color
Look inside of me
Tell me all you need and I will try
I will try
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
Free for you, whenever you need
We'll be free together baby
Free together baby
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to love you more than anyone

HEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYY school is almost out cant wait I love you tyrese

somebody at texas roadhouse really pissed me off today. I see my friend at school and im like hey how are you? hows roadhouse treating you making good money she says to me well im making better money than CVS. well im thinkin you should kill yourself and i hope you make good money so that way when i kill you you have money for the funeral. anyhow i'll probably fight her i told my friend kristen to go crazy on her when she sees her at work. tyrese i miss you call me. peace out pab's for life.

right now im at ry s grandparents house using the internet. Tomorrow i really nervous i walked out on friday night because my manager is a bitch and i have to go talk to my big manager tomorrow. Monday its back to the books even though i dont want to go back im bored so it will give me something to do. If you guys didnt know I have a cat and his name is oliver hes me and rys son he he. Terese is the aunt( even though shes allergic. terese read your comments i updated the juicy gossip. oh yeah i forgot to tell you i cant find the game that you bought me i think my mom knew it wa drinking game and gave it the toss hopefully not well gotta go wish me luck tomorrow i need my job back!!!!! peace out polt

hey guys I haven't been here for a while! Me and ryan are still together we're doin good and I attend center and south macomb. I'm not sure what I want to major in but I figure if I take alot of diff classes I'll figure it out. I miss everyone I have a new cell 943 8316. I also am now a waitress at texas roadhouse I work 5 days a week eesssh. well I miss you all call me

whats up its been awhile. The graduated life is very weird It almost like you have a whole day to do something everyday but you dont know what to do with it. on a lighter note what ever happend with the senior video????? i never went to get mine so I dont know what to do now. anyhow me and katie went for a walk today and I come home and my brothers friend almost set my house on fire. he decided to put a bob evans biscuit in the microwave for 3:00 min even though it was suppost to go in for 24 seconds i dont know what these boys are gonna do when they go into highschool. Tomorrow is my bestest friends graduation party i'm so excited to go there Katie Ross!!!! I have to go to my cousins bridal shower before I wouldnt of gone but I'm standing up in it so i really have to go. so tomorrow I'm going to ohio for the shower then katie ross's then katie kidd's then joey's then back to katie ross's!!! Im excited for my grad party its on july 11 and right after I'm going to see counting crows me and tyrese's favorite band ever holler!! Did you know mr. jones is about adams cock. Weird? I told tyrese yesterday and she couldnt believe it! it makes sense though if you listen to the words. Hey I could use some help trying to figure this out theres a counting crows song called " Round Here" and what I get out of it is the guy telling the story killed himself and he's in pergatory the place between heaven and hell because he comitted suicide and he's watching this girl who's on the verge of comitting suicide and he trying to talk her out of it. so here it is you tell me what it's about.

"Round Here" By: counting crows

Step out the front door like a ghost
into the fog where no one notices
the contrast of white on white.
And in between the moon and you
the angels get a better view
of the crumbling difference between wrong and right.
I walk in the air between the rain
through myself and back again
Where? I don't know
Maria says she's dying
through the door I hear her crying
Why? I don't know
[Chorus]
Round here we always stand up straight
Round here something radiates
Maria came from Nashville with a suitcase in her hand
she said she'd like to meet a boy who looks like Elvis
she walks along the edge of where the ocean meets the land
just like she's walking on a wire in the circus
she parks her car outside of my house
takes her clothes off
says she's close to understanding Jesus
she knows she's just a little misunderstood
she has trouble acting normal when she's nervous
[Chorus:]
Round here we're carving out our names
Round here we all look the same
Round here we talk just like lions
But we sacrifice like lambs
Round here she's slipping through my hands
Sleeping children better run like the wind
out of the lightning dream
Mama's little baby better get herself in
out of the lightning
She says It's only in my head
She says Shhh I know it's only in my head
But the girl in car in the parking lot
says "Man you should try to take a shot
can't you see my walls are crumbling?"
Then she looks up at the building
and says she's thinking of jumping
She says she's tired of life
she must be tired of something
Round here she's always on my mind
Round here hey man got lots of time
Round here we're never sent to bed early
And nobody makes us wait
Round here we stay up very, very, very, very late


what do you think it's such a hard song to understand either i think it's what i said of he 's a spirit having an out of body experience. Well i gonna peace out much love .

confusion runs through me. I guess some college from ohio called me today and offered me a 8,000 dollar scholarship if I went there. And it's somewhere in columbus. And I think this will be such a great opportunity I just don't know if I'm ready. I've wanted to get away for so long and now the opportunity is here. The problem is how the hell am i gonna tell my friends family and ryan. He'd die. He can't go a day without seeing me and now i can go live in ohio.what should I do. On another hand graduation is tomorrow it went by way too fast now I'm in total shock I stare at all these kids and think to myself I love you guys so much and i'm gonna have to say good-bye. How is that possible? Some of these kids I've been going to school with since pre-school. Thats so crazy. I'm excited to get along with my life but, I'm gonna miss being a kid and not having really hard work to do all the time. I guess it's time to turn the page and say so long to my highschool life. And maybe sometimes I'll open that page again and relive all the memories.well if you guys have any advice foe me let me know. I love you guys good bye and goodluck class of 2004 I love you soooooooo much.